We talked about the old times, and it made me smile, because you didn’t forget.
I'm strong, but I break.: You often leave me at a loss of words, you know that? You make me weak... →
You often leave me at a loss of words, you know that? You make me weak in the knees. I would have to say missing you is the most terrible thing, just your company makes it all the better, you don’t even need to speak to make me smile. I think about you a lot, you’re constantly on my mind, even if…
I'm strong, but I break.: I know I’m confusing as hell, and difficult to handle, but you have to... →
I know I’m confusing as hell, and difficult to handle, but you have to deal with it. It’s not so hard after awhile, you grow use to the way I am and notice the mistakes I repeat and what not. But, I will tell you, you will never figure me out. I’m too complex for you, to be honest. I change my…
I'm strong, but I break.: I miss life, I miss the way being truly happy felt, I miss the sound... →
I miss life, I miss the way being truly happy felt, I miss the sound of your voice, I miss memories, I miss being held, I miss your laugh, I miss feeling so important to you, I miss how we use to be, I miss the way you held my hand, I miss how you made me feel so special, I miss the way you loved…
I'm strong, but I break.: That dream was so crazy, and felt so real. It gave me a chance to... →
That dream was so crazy, and felt so real. It gave me a chance to relive the feelings I currently no longer feel. And it was nice to remember them, to feel it all again. You were so cute and short, much shorter than I was. Which I’m sure, isn’t true in real life. And in my dreams you always have…
I'm strong, but I break.: So, there’s this constant haze of misery that, as weird as it sounds,... →
So, there’s this constant haze of misery that, as weird as it sounds, follows me around where ever I go. I can be happy for only so long, but it chooses the perfect moment to smother me. To make me terribly miserable. It’s nearly impossible to keep away from it. Talking like this makes me feel…
I'm strong, but I break.: You know, if I could I’d go through everything I’ve already been... →
You know, if I could I’d go through everything I’ve already been through again, to end up exactly where I am now, I’d do it. I’d feel all that pain and suffer just the same, to have these feelings for you. I may not be proud of what I’ve done, or maybe even who I’ve become, but I’d do it all to…
I'm strong, but I break.: I’ve grown tired of people telling me to move on, honestly. Fuck you.... →
I’ve grown tired of people telling me to move on, honestly. Fuck you. Fuck every last one of you. I’ve tried so hard, like you don’t even know. I even cried I was so frustrated because I couldn’t move on. The only way moving on would be possible, is if I found someone that makes me feel like he…
I'm strong, but I break.: Does it put me on the lines of crazy if awful thoughts of suicide... →
Does it put me on the lines of crazy if awful thoughts of suicide occasionally cross my mind? Is it wrong to want time to move faster? To want to simply be gone? Vanish. Just like that. I do believe I’ve been completely consumed into depression, but this time feels so much worse. I have an…
